I agree that you shouldn't force yourself to invest with loan money. There is no guarantee that your investment will be successful. That's why you are better to invest with money that you have no problem even if you'll lose it. Moreover, if you are still a beginner in crypto investment. Your main purpose should be learning and get experience, so it is not the right time to force yourself to gain big profits. There is a time when you should learn, and there is a time once you are ready for targeting a bigger goal.