A similar thing happened to me, I also regret why I didn't buy Bitcoin when it was still cheap and held it until now. but it is natural that sometimes there are doubts and also needs that make us unable to make a decision to buy at that time
Everyone might also want the same thing not just us, now Bitcoin is a reference for all coins if later the most Bitcoin holders sell it continues what will happen to Bitcoin, if the supply of Bitcoin in the market has increased automatically the price will continue to decline.
It's normal to doubt if you don't have enough trust on it because we all have emotions. And in order to gain trust with Bitcoin we have to learn more about Bitcoin particularly the cycle of Bitcoin. If you know the market cycle, you will determine what will happen next to the price. There are four stages of market cycle, accumulation, advancing, distribution, declining. If you think we are in the distribution phase then you know what's next.
It is very true, although I see things like this:
Accumulation, bullish stage, Distribution Stage, of course sometimes there is re-accumulation or re-distribution, I am a big fan and I studied Wyckoff's theory a lot and I like how the market is analyzed, so I must also say that There are many Wyckoof configurations that can be found, but I don't really see the market as if I were a chartist, because I am not a chartist, but in Wyckoff there are so many market configurations that there are many that look similar and can be applied to the market. of bitcoin, obviously I sometimes mix them with some Elliot strategies, or with some postulates that Livepmore has, since I am also a Livermore fan, and a big market speculator, I recommend reading books by market speculators because they in their books They explain very well what they did at the time.