That was insanely terrible decision mate as you ended up donating you scooter fo that bet. Atleast that might give you a lesson for your next gambling session. I know you regret that decision you've made but we all did mistakes it just happen that yours is much more of a high value I mean you lost something that has sentimental value.
Losing has become a normal thing in gambling and as much as possible you should continue to accept it and this must be an important lesson so that in future gambling the same mistakes are not repeated. In gambling places you have to be careful when making decisions because sometimes the decisions you have taken do not match your expectations on the field.
Don't have expectations when we are gambling, because in my opinion it is the same as leading us to expectations which are actually not good in gambling. It's true that maybe we will have the feeling that we can win, but I mean don't overdo it.
Moreover, if we hope for something by betting the valuables we have, for me that is not wise at all, because in gambling luck is very closely linked, so we cannot be sure whether we will be able to win or not.