OP, never give up,there is nothing impossible in life, if you're destined to make it through gambling, then you don't have to worry much on that, my advice for you is to gamble responsibly, make use of the amount of money you can afford to gamble with, don't be told desperate on winning and if possible take off your mind from winning, if it comes then you're lucky and if it doesn't, you enjoy the fun and continue with life, gambling is not a means of making money, those having this opportunity were mostly by luck and it happens mostly unexpectedly.