OP's post made me recall a dream I had a few months ago. In that dream, my investment is so successful I made 100x returns and more. Got myself a nice house and everything, but when I woke up, I was disappointed that it wasn't real. It's unhealthy to obsess over something with little to no chance of happening, though, so I suggest OP stop dreaming about that. Better spend that time trying to achieve smaller goals that might lead you to a better financial status, OP.